Are my cries heard?

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

8:54 PM

Before I start typing my English compo I wrote for my mid years, I shall blog abt ytd. Went for PE and they took measurements. Can’t believe I only grew 2 cm and put on like.. 2 or 4 kg! I was like 161cm, 42/45kg at the start of the year. Now I’m 163cm, 47.5kg!! wth.
Anw, heres the compo, I've been wanting to put it here for a long time. You can read it if you like. Please pardon me for all my mistakes and improper sentences.
Enjoy

It all began when Mitch, inherited a large sum of money. At the tender age of thirteen, the young boy had to provide for both his younger brother and sister, but of course he had enough, since he had inherited a large sum of money from his late parents. His parents were killed in a bank robbery. His parents had owned a bank. The robbers had escaped and gone into hiding somewhere in another country. They failed to get much of the cash. Mitch swore to take revenge someday.
Mitch and his siblings had a relative. The relative was uncle Bob. Uncle Bob had been supporting them with the sum of money Mitch’s parents had left. As uncle Bob was old, he suffered and died from an illness when Mitch was sixteen. Mitch knew that the money wasn’t going to support him and his siblings forever. The money ran out when Mitch was eighteen. Mitch had to forsake the chances he had to study in the university to start working so he could support his siblings. His younger brother was only nine and his younger sister was only ten at that time. Since Mitch had sworn to get his revenge, he applied to work in the police force. During his training as a police officer, he achieved amazing results in his performance. The Government was so impressed with his performance that he let Mitch skip one year of National Service so Mitch could help out in the police force. Mitch became the third highest ranking officer. He was sent out on many dangerous missions, but he never failed to catch the criminals and complete the mission.
On a fine day, there were news about the same criminals that had murdered his parents. The criminals had returned to Singapore secretly by boat. The criminals were now in hiding somewhere in Singapore. Mitch was promoted to the second highest ranking officer by then. He sent out many search teams to look for the criminals. It was after a few days that another bank was going to be robbed. Mitch had predicted that the criminals were going to rob that bank. To prevent anyone in the bank from being harmed, Mitch set up an ambush there.
As Mitch had predicted, the same criminals that had murdered this parents in the attempt to rob the bank had appeared. The criminals were finally caught at last. They couldn’t put up a fight, as they were ambushed. The criminals were sentenced to death as they had killed many and robbed many banks. They were one of the most wanted criminals in the world. Mitch was interviewed about his life by some reporters. Mitch lived to a ripe tender age. He died at the age of ninety seven. Up to this day, many people still look up to him, as he was the savior of many.

~for the Mitch king! (hahaha sorry, inside joke. Sorry Mitch, I just had to)~

issit cloud nine?

Monday, June 25, 2007

6:39 PM

Woke at 5.20am as usual.
Switched the alarm off and snoozed for a while. When I woke, 6.50am.
“Omg! I’m soo dead.”
I was hoping my mum could send me and that my late pass would help(the late pass enables me to reach school by 7.40am). What do you know, I made it. Well, it was boring as usual in school and now I wished it was the holidays again.

~I miss the holidays~

issit cloud nine?

Sunday, June 24, 2007

10:09 PM

Haha. That was fast, in an instant the June holidays are over. Now its back to school and all that’s undone.
Since the outings I organize always fail, why bother. When I can sit at home and play DotA.

~why do I always have to be the one who organizes and fails~

issit cloud nine?

Friday, June 15, 2007

10:41 AM

Cough, cough
This cough is starting to kill me.
Lord, please heal me. It hurts, real bad.

issit cloud nine?

Sunday, June 10, 2007

8:03 PM

Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they're straight from You
I don't know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
With Your fire in my eyes
But that old familiar fear is tearin' at my words
What am I so afraid of?'
Cause here I go again
Talkin' 'bout the rain
And mullin' over things that won't live past today
And as I dance around the truth
Time is not his friend
This might be my last chance to tell him that You love Him

issit cloud nine?

Thursday, June 07, 2007

1:38 PM

I knew it, this holiday is boring. I only went out on Tuesday with Kenneth, his two little cousins, Bob, his little brother and Zacary. It was just as Zacary said on his blog, a kiddy outing or smth. As some of you would say it, kai kai. Well if you don’t understand its okay. Watched Shrek3 and walked around. Zacary and I stayed the longest. We went to the arcade at Centry square. Oh oh, if you wanna go for a movie you should bring a bag along. I brought that black sling bag I always carry and.. sneaked in Long John’s =D
You can ask the rest if you don’t believe me. The Q for buying popcorn was so long. So I though, oh well.. guess I’m really gonna buy Long John’s. It lasted through out the whole movie! Actually, it was the movie was only 1 and a half hours. We thought we had all wasted out money but.. Tuesday was the cheapest, 7 bucks. So.. that about whats happening lately, the rest of the days till today I’m stuck at home cuz you ppl are either too lazy to go out, you aren’t allowed to or you have no money which I don’t blame you for. But if you’re too lazy, hmm.. I’ll blame you. So its till tmr that I get to go out. Or till Sunday if Matthias doesn’t go out to watch MIW(men in white) with me tmr. Okay.. so I’ll just have to wait. Meanwhile please take my friend test, I just made, quite obvious actually, I know. But incase you don’t know. Well anw, till next time.

~Boring boring boring~

issit cloud nine?

Monday, June 04, 2007

12:36 AM

Took me a while to realize that I had been really, really foolish. You know that game in the arcade called “stackerz” or smth like that. It’s a total fraud. You can get all the way to the second last tile. But you’ll never hit the last tile. NEVER I say. Joshua(from BMC) and I tried about 20 times each, so in total that’s about 40 tries and 40 bucks wasted on that machine. It was programmed to never let you get that last tile right so you can never get the prize. Joshua and I actually spent 40 bucks on it in total! Can’t believe I was blinded by that 80 GB ipod and that PSP(although I already have one) and that, that new phone! wth.. okay I know I’m a little greedy. I wanted to sell it ;p
So anyway, I threw away about 20 bucks on that machine. Same for Josh. When I look back and think about it, it seems rather ironic. I stated in my last post that I have such a great and complex mind and here I am, getting blinded by something so stupid. I mean, it was so easy to stack all the tiles to the top. Almost everyone could do it, but no one won the prize. It was so obvious that the whole machine thingy was just a fraud. Sigh.. guess my mind has its weaknesses.

~ahh, my money~

issit cloud nine?

Saturday, June 02, 2007

5:20 PM

Arrg! Dunno whats happening lately. I keep get frustrated over little things.
For example. Take tennis, no one wants to play with me cuz I suck. I get so frustrated and end up screwing up all the shots I get. I hit my hardest without much skill. The ball either goes over the court or its just out. Now.. take this celebration I’m organizing. It was supposed to be tomorrow but.. only 3 people could make out out 20+ can you believe it?? I felt like a complete looser who just can’t get anything right. My esteem went down so much. But I tried to pick myself up and postponed the celebration to next week. I did it not cuz I was confident that next week would any better, but cuz of my complex thinking. If you want, you could call it stupidity. I often think out of the box. I don’t think about what normal people think. Like.. I think, what kind of person people would see me as if I act in a certain way. In my mind.. I know that when I’m angry I might feel better if I swear or smth. But in my mind I know it wouldn’t do much good and I would sin anw. So why not I be stupid or crazy and not say anything? Why not laugh about it? My sprits are down but my mind is still functioning. I’ve cooled down a little from this morning already so.. guys, please don’t disappoint me okay? Don’t suddenly tell me that you can’t make it when next Sunday is nearing. I wanna get back my confidence again. And I really thank the Lord for such a unique mind to help me pick myself up. As said in an article somewhere, left-handers are usually people that are more in the right mind. So they don’t really find any need to make themselves beautiful or anything. Usually you would see more overweight people that are left-handers. The left-handers usually don’t dress up or do anything to improve their image. They're a.. more realistic bunch. They would think "so what if I look good" at least smth like that. You could also say, the opposite of me. The right-handers are a total different bunch. Right-handers are usually a little paranoid or crazy in the mind. Most of them care a lot about their image so if they’re born overweight, you would see them trying to loose weight. I’m a right-hander so I think a little more differently as I have mentioned earlier. Actually, the article only applied to females. As for guys.. its rather unpredictable. But I think it applies to me anyway.
Okay why did I even start on this? x)
Sorry if my explaination was unclear.

~I think my minds telling me to bang my head on the wall now, jk~

issit cloud nine?