Are my cries heard?

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

10:19 PM

Oh man, things really don’t seem like its working out. Theres the IPW group presentation tomorrow so we have to stand on stage in the school hall in front of everyone. I fear that there might be only me and Mitch tomorrow cuz Michael’s been absent ever since the start of this week and I have a feeling he’s not gonna turn up for school tomorrow. And that’s NOT ALL, Matthias suddenly tells me that he isn’t feeling well. What could be worse. Well, I can only hope for the better.
Okay, I’ve got it worked out. I’m getting the N73. But I can’t spend on anything at all for a month. Or I’ll have no money for my recess & lunch. I’ve requested my dad to give me my allowance monthly now so.. yeah. Its all worked out. Just that, by the end of the four weeks I’ll be left with $0 so I really can’t afford to spend on anything except buying my usual meals everyday. How perfect, I’ll be left with exactly $0.
You know, sometimes its just so hard to follow God’s precepts and laws. Its so hard to please him. Whenever I am about to break his laws, I look back and think about how displeasing it would be to him. So I give up everything, including my pride. I walked away from a fight I knew I could win. But then again, if I didn't, it would bring me nothing, but disappoint God instead.

Sorry about the changing of topics so randomly. Its been quite a few days since I’ve blogged.

~hoping for the better~

issit cloud nine?

Saturday, July 28, 2007

11:54 PM

shit, I can’t walk properly all thanks to badminton training ytd. I was made to run more than 2.4 sia. It took me 20mins! 2.4 only takes me at the most 12 mins. This one took 20mins!!! Please don’t laugh if you see me walking like a disabled person, as if there were smth wrong with my legs. Well actually, there is.
Sigh.. don’t know how I’m gonna pull through without going out till after exams. I can’t even go out for lunch cuz I’m savin up for N73. Even if I traded in my phone I’ll need at least $300 more. Geez

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities

issit cloud nine?

Thursday, July 26, 2007

7:38 PM

Tuesday:
Rock Climbing. It was real fun, but my hands hurt so much after that. So I didn’t blog.

Wednesday:
Nth much, just that Matthias came to my house. Wanted to blog too but was lazy.

Back to today. Actually, nth much happened today.
Sigh.. I wonder if I can look forward to Sundays after church again. Everyone’s always busy. Maybe its just this group of ppl. Or issit just the same for everyone.

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

issit cloud nine?

Monday, July 23, 2007

8:12 PM

Ahh hahaha. Today was crap! It started off with some bridge building programme for sec3s. I took part. And guess what? My group’s bridge became this

Looks like a craped up piece of junk doesn't it?

We were only allowed to use the materials provided, Satay sticks and masking tape. Our bridge weighted about 1kg.
Needless to say, we wouldn't win. So...

The only thing to do was mess around with it.

Ahh.. the great sword.

Look, I'm hanging on the pull up bar and welding the great sword
okay that sounded pretty lame

Well, thats just a small part of what we did. The rest of the photos were retarded(more retarded than the ones here).
So anw, thats abt all for today.
Sigh.. can't wait for rock climbing tomorrow.

~Bridge building? surf board building rather~

issit cloud nine?

Sunday, July 22, 2007

9:23 PM

Omg omg, saw3 is just too sick. Its too much for me. What could be worse, I had to take my dinner just after watching it, perfect. Well, that will be the first and the last time I’m gonna watch that kinda show.
Can’t wait for high school musical next week.
Geez.. exams are coming in abt 2 months time, guess “club mug” is back. Those of you who wanna study pls tell me so we can study together. This way, studying won’t be so boring.
Arrrg! Can’t believe its almost August alr. No fair, June holidays just ended! Well at least it feels like it was only ytd.

~will I pick myself up again, or rather, will I pick my books up again~

issit cloud nine?

Sunday, July 15, 2007

9:26 PM

Order Of The Phoenix sucked.
How could they just rip half the whole damn book.
Shouldn't have even went, but join the other CG in kayaking. At least bother askin CGL tim to try joining them.
Then again, it would seem rather stupid. Another one of my ideas. Probably just fail.

~damn you matthias x)~

issit cloud nine?

Saturday, July 14, 2007

9:49 PM

Ouch, damn muscle aches. Can’t believe I did 2.4 ytd. It all began when I went for badminton. Coach made us run 2.4 and guess what, my timing de-proved. I got like only 12.23 mins. Oh well, it wasn’t the sch one anw. So it isn’t recorded.
Sigh.. I had the craziest dream ytd. I was a murderer. Usin knives killin people I weren’t happy with. It wasn’t just stabbin once or smth, it was slashin and slashin. I killed about 3ppl in total and trust me, it doesn’t feel good being a murderer. Everyone looked down on me. All my friends and family were so shocked to hear that I’ve committed murder. Everyone else were looking for me waiting to catch me. I felt guilt everywhere I went. Guess you could call that a nightmare.

~kill kill kill~

issit cloud nine?

Saturday, July 07, 2007

9:55 PM

Todays a special day. Although I don’t really know what it means. According to Tv and stuff it seems to be some ‘Live Earth campaign’ for the free thinkers. For my catholic friends, they have to attend smth at the Expo. Christians.. what does it mean to us?
Ahh I feel so ashamed, I dunno. Well anw, the day started off with a really heavy downpour and tennis was canceled. I didn’t feel like going anw. Thank you rain.
Went to bugis with mum to get new shoes and guess what, I spotted outrun at the arcade! The seat there is like soo cool. It was designed to be what seemed to be a back of a car. It moves when you drift too! Woah, can’t wait to try it. Its like a two seater kinda thing. Would someone like to take that 2nd seat so I can rock you? Haha.
Hope I don’t crash though. The screens so big and there will be many people watchin.
Gonna wear green tmr.

~issit green day?~

issit cloud nine?

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

5:57 PM

8.27am – okay I’m stuck here in the toilet waiting for PE to end. I’ve just been caught for hair by the principle. I escaped together with matt. Now all that’s left is to wait for chemistry to start. I’m typing this through my phone.
Hahah, what do you know. I managed to get away and I am now at home with my hair safe and sound blogging hah! I can only hope that my Gatsby would save me tmr.

~no PE, no fresh air, what could be worse~

issit cloud nine?

Monday, July 02, 2007

12:20 AM

Ahh! I missed youth day. Its like 12am now so its officially no more youth day. Isn’t it kinda ironic? Everyone went home on youth day. Seriously, whatever happened to teenage life? Well, I dunno, and I don’t like it this way.
Happy belated youth day everyone.

~youth day, hah at least it takes away a day of school~

issit cloud nine?