Are my cries heard?

Thursday, August 30, 2007

11:16 PM

Some of the South Korean hostages are still not freed! Why is this so? This really proves my parents right that mission trips are dangerous. Now my mum even told me “see? I have my reasons for not letting you go”. I really don’t know what to think anymore. They went there on a mission to do God’s will but instead they were held hostages and now even 1 or 2 of them have been killed. What the hell. Is this a test to prove their trust in God? Still, none of them should have been killed?! Didn’t it say in the bible that god will bless the ones who serve him? Or something like that. But anyway, the point is
wheres God? Why did he allow such a thing to happen?
I just don’t understand.

~Lord, I really really don’t understand~

issit cloud nine?

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

11:34 PM

Yeah, I finally got a new racket. My dad bought 2! Cuz he said ones for himself. And both rackets are like.. in my badminton bag? My bag?!? Oh yeah. So its as good as mine =D
Guess what, I’m playing pokemon on my handphone! This feels just like the old days. Not much of a childhood eh? I have never really had many friends too. Only in primary 3 when I had 2 best friends. Anw, after that we split into different classes and the 3 best friend trio stopped meeting up. Actually, we did but.. it felt really different from the last time. Some how it just felt different, so different. 1 year can make a really big difference. The new school building was completed, the surroundings were different, classes were different practically everything was different.
Opps, talked too much about my childhood. At least the only childhood that was memorable to me. Finally, my tuitions starting. It was supposed to be last week at first, but was postponed to this week. And in this week it was supposed to be Tuesday which is today? Now its been postponed to tomorrow cuz the tutor’s busy with some stuff. Can you believe it? The dude started a class cuz I was the first sec3 normal academic student there. So ppl will probably be joining the class and I’d be the first student. Okay, maybe its nth to you but I just had to say it cuz it sounded kinda cool, at least to me it did. Anw, I think I better go cuz its like past my bedtime and my parents are getting naggy.
ciao

~ someone pls ask me to study with you!~

issit cloud nine?

Saturday, August 25, 2007

10:27 PM

Another week has passed just like that and I still haven’t got myself to study. Well at least I’ve read a little? Ahh that probably won’t help much. Someone call me up and tell me to study with you pls? So at least I can’t run away. I’ve lost all reason to study. Actually, there is one reason. To pass and that’s all. Doesn’t matter if I do well cuz I’ll still be in the same class next year whether I do fantastically well or not. But I do have to pass to prevent the school from making me stay back. So.. call me at 90902365 now!(okay that sounded pretty lame)
Anyway, I’ve got this whole new idea about mopping your house with socks! I was actually searching on how to make your socks white, as in really white. It all began when my dad said he didn’t want socks to be washed in the same washing machine as his garments. All that crap about how much dirtier socks were than other clothes. Anw, he made me hand wash socks now and my socks always seem at the very least grey even if I washed it for like, 8 times? with detergent. So that was why I was searching on how to make your socks clean, as in till its not grey. I didn’t find any answers to that but.. while I was reading some other stuff which google linked me to, it gave me this really cool idea. So here goes,
Tired of mopping floors?
Bored just using that stick with the sponge thingy at the bottom to wipe the floor?
Not anymore! cuz you can use your socks to do the work while you have fun sliding around the house. Okay, I think some of you got what I mean now. For those of you who don’t, what I’m tryin to say is to use the socks to act as a mop. First, apply some soap and water to the socks(depending on how slippery you want it to be) next, wear them and you’re ready to go. Now, you can start skating on the places you want to to be cleaned. There you have it, your very own socks mop! Or whatever you wanna call it.
Mug Club’s back. Inform me if you wanna join.

Disclaimer:
Try the socks mop at your risk. I dexter kwok will not be accountable for any injuries

issit cloud nine?

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

10:09 PM

What could be worse. My hair’s gone, I fell and got a cut and.. WHATS MORE I got locked out of my own house
All in a day

issit cloud nine?

Monday, August 20, 2007

11:32 PM

AHAHAHAHA! Dude, you’re the best comedian I swear! Omg, how do you do that. I still can’t seem to stop laughing whenever I think about it. When I remember the look on your face. But hey, cheer up and try not to feel so bad. I know it feels so wasted that you didn’t wack him back. It’s a good thing you didn’t whack him, cuz if you did, things would probably get ugly. Well, I also got busted, but by Rahim. Remember just now, he just came and snatched my chair when it was really actually really just Zabir’s chair. I wanted to stand up to him and beat the crap out of him finally and show him that hes not such a bigshot after all these years. You know, I almost did that. But afterall, I wouldn’t gain much and things would then again get ugly. Though it was so damn hilarious and I can’t stop laughing about it, I hope you’ll just cheer up and forget the whole thing. I feel like cheering you up right now by telling you your good points. Wait, you don’t have any. Haha okay fine. You are smart, you’re.. okay I dunno. I wanted to say you’re a good friend, but I still remember the time when you didn’t lend me something as simple as the chemistry file when it was a now or never situation. You know I really felt like giving you a blow in the face. But then I thought of why I wanted to do so. It was simply cuz you didn’t lend me a file and it wouldn’t seem like a proper reason to whack you. You said you didn’t wanna get betrayed, but ain’t that what you’re doing? I really felt that I just got busted so hard(pls, don’t laugh cuz I cant find another phrase that describes what I wanna express). That was why I felt that I had to whack you. After all those times where I shared joy and laughter with you. After all those times where I thought you were a good person and a good friend. You simply said “no”. It hit me really hard. Well, I have to tell you this. You can’t stay in the safe zone forever. You have to go out and even if it means getting hurt, so be it. When you fall, you will get tougher. These things just cannot be avoided in life. You will just have to get strong. So hey, cheer up =D
I’m sorry I don’t seem myself when typing this. I laughed too hard before typing this post and I feel kinda over expressive now.

PS: I will not disclose the name of this person that I just typed about. It would have just busted him so hard if i did

issit cloud nine?

Saturday, August 18, 2007

11:49 PM

Ahh, I want Micromedia flash! Or was it called smth else. Anw, I wanna make my animations!(just something random to start the post.)
Okay, it was kinda stupid just now. I took a long nap and woke at dinner time. When I opened my eyes, my mind was blank, totally blank. Guess why. I was hugging a pillow above my face. So all I saw was white. And usually white represents blankness… errm, right? Ahh anw, my mind was blank, for about 10secs(okay fine, just a rough gauge). You know whats stupider? I scalded my left hand just now at a water cooler! Can you believe it? There were like two taps. And I thought it was weird. I assumed it was cold water. So I tested it out at the same time washing my hands. I wasn’t even thinking about the temperature at that time. It just came to mind instantly that a water ‘cooler’ was supposed to contain cool water. Little did I know the tap on the left was hot water, boiling hot water. Ain’t a water ‘cooler’ supposed to give out only ‘cool’ water? Well anw, I lifted the lid thingy which was the tap for the water cooler you know. Or can it be considered as a lever. Anw, I lifted it and put my right hand under the right tap and my left hand under the left. I thought it was so cold that it felt hot, but it was actually really just hot water. It took me about a second to realize that. Thank God only the thumb on my left hands hurting now. My whole hand was submerged(or is this the wrong way to use this word) in boiling hot water. To put it simply, it was covered with hot water. Hope it stops hurting tomorrow.
One more thing before I go, pls don’t laugh if you see me walking funny again tomorrow. Same old same old. My coach made me do physical ytd. Actually, he makes me do that every week, just that this week’s was a little different and.. somehow it just made my butt muscle ache. I’ll say this again, don’t laugh! It hurts you know. Every step I take hurts.
Guitar tomorrow. Lord, pls heal my muscle aches so I can carry the guitar tomorrow without pain.

Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

issit cloud nine?

Friday, August 17, 2007

8:59 PM

Can you believe this? The racket I had for five years finally broke. It wasn’t destroyed, it flew off. As in literally. wth!
It all started when ben and I were playing doubles. The shuttle flew in the middle. I returned it, but ben was there too and just after I hit the shuttle, ben’s racket collided with mine. Actually, it just swooped past. In a split second, I looked at my racket and.. the head was missing!
I turned to the floor, my racket head was there. All alone. Anyway, it was high time I got a new racket. After having that racket since I was in primary five(still five years). Here’s two pics

Wicked huh. Well, what to do its gone.

~yay, bye bye old racket. hello new racket~

issit cloud nine?

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

7:15 PM

Today sure sucked, at the last part. Everything was normal in the first half of the day. It turned all bad when I missed my stop. Actually, this happened a few times alr but I just feel a little more pissed than the last time(s). How could I have overslept and missed my stop? I was just a mere 2mins away from the stop. But you know what, I fell asleep. By the time I opened my eyes I realized that I missed my stop. I got off the bus at the next stop. I scanned for the opposite bus stop. What do you know, there was a damn highway with all its pillars blocking me from even looking at the other side. The only thing I could see were pillars and stupid plants planted there to block my view and I could only walk straight. I had to cross the road at some point. The thing was, I NEARLY got knocked down. I was crossing the road when suddenly a car just turned in at a speed of 70km/h! Okay, maybe I’m exaggerating. But I could have sworn it would knock me down if I hadn’t reacted fast enough and sprinted away. PRAISE GOD I’m safe!
I continued my voyage to find the opposite bus stop. After walking for about 10mins? My guess. I’m not quite sure how long it took me to reach an opposite bus stop. I walked to the opposite bus stop one stop away cuz the highway led me there. It would be troublesome to walk back to the previous bus stop opposite where I alighted, the next bus stop was just ahead. So, its quite obvious why I went to the next opposite bus stop. Okay, maybe this is quite hard to understand. Ahh heck. I don’t know how else to explain. I just wanted to complain. Sheesh

issit cloud nine?

Friday, August 10, 2007

10:25 PM

Haha today was just stupid. I woke at 1pm so I skipped breakfast. I ate porridge but for some reason my dad gave me only half a bowl. I went for badminton soon after. Guess what, I felt that I had no energy after playing for about 10mins. I was wondering why. Then I remembered that I hadn’t eaten much at all. So.. No food = no energy. I told my coach I needed to grab a bite at the snack corner nearby. Wth! It was closed cuz todays one day after national day. I was so pissed. I decided to get a can of milo from a drink machine. Make another guess, the drink machine had NO milo! Woah, just great. What kinda drink machine has no milo huh? damn. damn, damn it all. I got thrashed 21-7. Cool eh? Yeah. Haha? I’m talking to myself. Well anw, this taught me a really big lesson. I should have ate the bread with meat and cabbage my mum made for my breakfast. Should have listened to my dad.
Hah you know smth, Leon just tried to send me the photo album virus on msn. What an ass. damn you Leon

~yeah, I should have~

issit cloud nine?

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

11:33 PM

Heres the 1st post of the month. I’m sorry but I haven’t felt like blogging till today. Can you guess.
This was my conversation with leon.

[_3{}6 +@!\i l)@rl{63z [_{}rl) says:
im on rs lol
dexter >......< I just can't huh says:
lol

Hes like sooo omg. Okay nvm, I shan’t say. I said “omg” split sec after he said he plays pokemon crater. Don’t ask me how I knew abt the game. Pls, I have never even went to that web before. You know.. I’m a librarian so, yeah. The lower sec plays them sometimes, surprisingly. Can’t believe they can even play it in the school library in front of everyone else. Have they no shame?! Hah, I always wanted to say that.
Anw, just to let you know, this skin was pretty much done by me with a little editing to my previous skin and pictures from Pon and Zi. Hope I don’t get sued for copyright.
Well, happy birthday Singapore? I’d never thought I’d say this but, Singapore’s kinda not such a bad place. In fact, I would even say its quite a good place.
When I was young, I often criticized it. Thinking about it, I only looked at the things to complain about. I never really once look at the good points. Compared to other countries, Singapore seems so safe, so clean. Kinda convenient too cuz it isn’t too big. To foreigners, it may seem small, but for me its just right. Haha, I’m finding it kinda ironic since I never planned to compliment Singapore. I thought I would probably just criticize it like I always did. Well, it seems times have changed. One year has gone, just like that.

issit cloud nine?