Exams are over.. Feeling depressed. I just got back my math result. I failed. And here I was having high hopes that I would score well... I can't believe I didn't even pass.. I studied! Oh well.. guess I had it coming. From the start of the year till now I've been fooling around,not paying attention in class. Its really hard to listen to pay attention when almost the rest of the class is making so much noise. So I start adding to the noise. I start chatting with my frens. And everydays like that. We don't learn anything much. When I finally realised that exams were here and it was time to concentrate on my studies, it was too late, only one day before my english paper.. well... I still dunno my english marks but.. I should be able to pass lahh. But I'm still dissapointed that I failed my maths.. I studied! and you know whats the best(sacarstic)/worse(not sacarstic) part? 2 of the guys that alw sleep in class passed! they even did well! One got 84% one got 94%!! Its sooo unfair! I started mugging like mad one day after maths.. so not to worry too much, I might just pass my other subjects. If I don't do well for my other subjects, this will show that last minute studying won't do any good. After I got my maths paper, I feel so discouraged. Just when I was beginning to really study. My passion for being serious in my studies was burning so fiercly before I got my maths results. Thats why I put "Let it burn" on my msn nick.. okay, this feels kinda stupid, why am I typing this? so anw, I'm having a lot of difficulty keeping this flame. I hope the Lord will help me in this time of crisis. I shall trust the Lord in this that my mid year results would put a smile on my face now that I'm gonna try being serious in my studies. Lord, help me to cheer up, it issnt the end of the world.
'But if serving the Lord seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will surve, whether the gods your forefathers served beyond the river, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living.But as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.'Joshua 24:15 - CrossRoads
