Oh man, things really don’t seem like its working out. Theres the IPW group presentation tomorrow so we have to stand on stage in the school hall in front of everyone. I fear that there might be only me and Mitch tomorrow cuz Michael’s been absent ever since the start of this week and I have a feeling he’s not gonna turn up for school tomorrow. And that’s NOT ALL, Matthias suddenly tells me that he isn’t feeling well. What could be worse. Well, I can only hope for the better. Okay, I’ve got it worked out. I’m getting the N73. But I can’t spend on anything at all for a month. Or I’ll have no money for my recess & lunch. I’ve requested my dad to give me my allowance monthly now so.. yeah. Its all worked out. Just that, by the end of the four weeks I’ll be left with $0 so I really can’t afford to spend on anything except buying my usual meals everyday. How perfect, I’ll be left with exactly $0. You know, sometimes its just so hard to follow God’s precepts and laws. Its so hard to please him. Whenever I am about to break his laws, I look back and think about how displeasing it would be to him. So I give up everything, including my pride. I walked away from a fight I knew I could win. But then again, if I didn't, it would bring me nothing, but disappoint God instead.
Sorry about the changing of topics so randomly. Its been quite a few days since I’ve blogged.
'But if serving the Lord seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will surve, whether the gods your forefathers served beyond the river, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living.But as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.'Joshua 24:15 - CrossRoads
