Ahh I don’t know whats gotten into me. I feel so lifeless. I get frustrated over stupid little coincidences. I keep thinking fate is making sport of me. But know what, there is no such thing as fate when theres God. Anw take for instance crossing the road, whenever I’m about to cross many cars drive by so I can’t cross. When I ain’t crossing the road, there aren’t any cars. Or sometimes it seems the cars are never ending. Little things like that make me go mad, as in “siao” not angry. I’ve gone NUTS and lost it.
And all at once the crowd begins to sing Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
'But if serving the Lord seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will surve, whether the gods your forefathers served beyond the river, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living.But as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.'Joshua 24:15 - CrossRoads